I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP

Hi,my friends. Last blog I wrote about gene contents and my feelings and so on. This time I'll write about after that.

Last Tuesday our team(P.U.k girls handball team)held meeting. The meeting contents was
1.individual reflection,own good point(through the games)
2.say something that what they think
3.what should we do for next game?
We talked each other about 2 hours. To tell the truth, I hate meeting because I'm afraid of saying compliments for me.
But we could have nice meeting. I could know what teammates thinking, and I could say that I have thought as a captain. Each thought well. So,I was happy. And I was said by teammates "I don't want to drop into deep though." I became happy to hear that. we have many problems but we decided that we always do our best. For example, don't do lateness, more loud voice, make aim, etc…
We are not powerful team but we try our best. Someday we'll win.

Please watch this movie and you'll understand how handball is dangerous.

THE GAME WAS…

Hello! How are you? Me? I'm not fine thank you because…

I would like to report about my handball game Dec 6 Sun. The game was held in Matsubase and we had 2 games the day. Before the game, we practiced as hard as we could. But we lost both games and the contents was not good I thought. Only , there was a good thing. I scored !To after a long time.

Finally we couldn't win in this year. I cried because I couldn't contribution for our team.

After the game when we came back P.U.K, in senior's(OB) car I was said almost everything by senior. In Japanese it's cold "DAMEDASHI" . The senior is a man and he was a member of boy's handball .

For example, "You should contact strictly more! ", "Your team is cozy, isn't it ?" , "You must steady!", "You must grasp other member's think!" , "Today's game was worst."…　and so on. I was deeeeeeeeply depressed. It's very difficult to express in English for me . After that, we went dinner and …I was said again!!!!!!!!!!! "What do you want?", "Your practice is not good, you should…", "You should practice more harder.", "Your defence ability is only 2 percent.".

And the wards made me cried.

"You are disqualification as a captain."

I finally couldn't patient and burst into cried.

Now, I always think about that.

HANDBALL IS DANGEROUS

Hello my friends!
Recently, I feel that I play handball as enjoying a little. I am not sure but…it's good thing. So I just appreciate it.
Every time I practice,I get spot same place.Usually I got sprained fingers.Often I sprained my ankle. I already sprained my left ankle about 10times. So every time I practice,I wearing strong supporter. By the way the supporter was 8000yen. Playing sports is not gentle my wallet.
Last time, I got a big spot. And it swelled. The defense's knee hit my thigh. It swelled, too. I am sometimes afraid of hurting by other players. So I can't play well. Does anyone have same experience? It's not known but handball is very violently and dangerous sports. I am pushed, pulled,stroked and so on. Can you imagine?

First time I played handball, I couldn't hit defence players. Because…it's very fear.
Do you think so, too? But now, I can hit defence better than first time. Think of many things about handball, I play better little by little. It's not enough but I progressed.

Any way, now I have to manage before my eyes, and I have to concentrate that things.
The last game in this year is just around the corner. I'll write about the game next my blog.
Bye!


Today's BGM -TOUKYOU INCIDENT-ACTIVE 3 MINUTES

TOO THINK TO ENJOY

Hello, everyone. This time I want to write about the reason that why I started handball.

This question is often asked by my friends. First time I played handball was at J.H.S. and I was about…14 years old. The first impression is "Fun!". And I decided that I'll join handball club at high School . But the high school I entered had women's handball team. So I gave up, and joined rowing club.Shortly after that I decided that I join a rowing club at university. 3 years later, I entered P.U.K.. But this time, P.U.K. had no rowing club. After considering I decided joining handball club. But it was bi ginning of trouble. First, there was only 1 woman player except me. Second, "handball team"meant "boy's handball team". That is to say, there was no women's handball team!! Third, because of 2 reasons, I couldn't practice handball enough. Even boy's handball was poor and the worst minor team they are!! This matter trouble me very much.



After that, I gathered 8 people(except freshman) made a team, try to make a women's handball team! And now, continue these things. It is very hard and stressful for me.

And I noticed. To Enjoy seems easy but it's difficult thing.

On December 6, I have a last game in this year. I want to win but…
I got new type influenza. So I just recovered from sickness and I can't move enough.There is no time. I feel that I always have no time.

RUN AWAY FROM REALITY

Hello.
Recently, I was absent from practicing handball two times. It's not truant. Because I got a cold.
To tell the truth, I feel that lucky. I am the worst…I know well. But while I absent practising handball, I think about handball. I ought not want to think about handball, but somewhere in my head or mind I think "I want to play handball better! I want to enjoy handball with my teammates." I can't understand my mind. I watch handball animation with YouTube, reviewing our operation and my movement in my head, and reflecting .

I don't talk about that I will rest handball after season end. Because I don't want teammates to worry and don't want to affect playing handball. Someone that I talked about that gave me nice advise. So I reconsidered.
But I don't have margin. I have part time job, homework(including this English homework) ,handball, school festival…I am bad time management.



Tomorrow is school festival. So we can't use our gym and can't practicing .



The final game of this season is December 6. Until that we have only 9 practice.



To get win seems impossible…it seems everything is impossible .

But only 9 practices, it is hard doesn't want to for me to go practicing.

But I decided that I will go practising.

I DON'T PLAY HANDBALL ANY MORE

Hi!

Recently, I got troubles about playing handball. I intention play handball hard, I concentrate well but my handball skills doesn't become well. …Why? I'm trying play handball well …

I always sad to have troubled while practicing handball. I 'm sorry for my teammates. I'm a captain and I'm a ace. I am left an important position. But I can't count , I can't flourish.

I feel disappointed, regrettable, sad, miserable, empty…I don't want to play handball now.

Playing handball is very difficult. And handball is called a"experience sport". Experience of playing handball is very important for playing handball. But my experience is a little.

Maybe this is my slump. I cry whenever after I play handball, after game. And the night after practicing I think about my play… I can't sleep.



Last Sunday I had handball games in Matsubase. The game was the worst.

I couldn't do my play, I disturbed teammates,I couldn't shoot, I couldn't attentive teammates, I couldn't …

Everything is pressure, hard for me.

I have no result. Teammates except me became better and better than me.

What can I do ??

What should I do ??

Help me…

I don't come up with nice idea and I don't want to think about handball.







I decided that if I can't play handball satisfy, I rest club long term.

HANDBALL IS MY BOYFRIEND

Hi there!


Today, I changed my blog's theme because treating Japanese politics is too hard. And I turned out that writing about Japanese politics is too hard for me and I couldn't manage the workload that I have to write blog more than 250 words.



I decided my new theme. The theme is …HANDBALL!

As you know, I play handball, and I like it !


So I can probably write 250 words…maybe.

Today,I practiced handball from 16:00~18:00 and it was free practice. My play is bad so my teammate Mayuka who plays handball well helped my practice and gave me many useful advices. I imaged scene that I play well during the practice. And try again try again try again. As the result, I could play better than today's practice I thought. Our team has games once a month. So we always have to play hard and every game made us tough.

This Sunday, I have 2 games with Uto-shifon-club and Uto-sportsmarvelous. Latter team is the strongest team in women league. We absolutery lose, but we try to do our best.

To tell the truth, I don't like handball game. Because we have no wining. So we don't know the pleasure which we win the game.

nothing special

Hello!



This time, I introduce resent Japan and my daily life＾з＾







Last time ,I introduced about changed of political power.



Do you remember?



By changing of political power, Japan is very confusing I think.



Because, it's very different idea and opinion that today's government and previous government.



Now, Japanese people are confused and worry about their life.


Government moves much money , affect many people.


This event made me serious about Japanese governance.








By the way, I'm writing this blog at PC room and I'm getting very hungry ・Д・

Recently,I'm very busy because of this homework, practising handball,doing households,class and so on.

Yesterday ,I played handball.

Tomorrow ,I will play handball,too.

The day after tomorrow, I will play handball, too!!!

It's very hard for me.

Please help me!!



…I want to get more time and get money more easier(´ν｀)♪



I'm not good at time management, so please tell me how to spend my time time.







This weekend, I have handball game at Reihoku.



The meeting time is at 6:00!!!!!!



Because Reihoku is very far from here(♯´Д｀)

And now, I came back from Reihoku.
It was very very hard for me and , the game was terrible.
In the game I made many mistakes and troubled my teammates.
So I sweared that I practice handball more and I want to good at handball.
Next week, I have the handball game , too.
Please cheer me.

Today in Japan, changed of political power and inviting of the Olympic Games by Tokyo so it seems very busy.

But,Kumamoto City where I live is country so I don't feel that busy I think.

Changed of political power is very big event and Japan receives time of change,but I don't actually feel it.

About inviting of the Olympic Games, Governor of Tokyo Ishihara said "For the future of Japan" but, to me by all means it's the commercial principle.

If an Olympic Game is held it's very nice .

But, Japan has many many problems which has necessity , Japan took too much costs for the inviting Olympic Game.

By the way , this is my English class's homework and it's very hard to me!

But , it's good chance to use English.

Every week hereafter I will write this blog .

At the end I'm so sorry for my terrible English skill.