I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP

Hi,my friends. Last blog I wrote about gene contents and my feelings and so on. This time I'll write about after that.

Last Tuesday our team(P.U.k girls handball team)held meeting. The meeting contents was
1.individual reflection,own good point(through the games)
2.say something that what they think
3.what should we do for next game?
We talked each other about 2 hours. To tell the truth, I hate meeting because I'm afraid of saying compliments for me.
But we could have nice meeting. I could know what teammates thinking, and I could say that I have thought as a captain. Each thought well. So,I was happy. And I was said by teammates "I don't want to drop into deep though." I became happy to hear that. we have many problems but we decided that we always do our best. For example, don't do lateness, more loud voice, make aim, etc…
We are not powerful team but we try our best. Someday we'll win.

Please watch this movie and you'll understand how handball is dangerous.

THE GAME WAS…

Hello! How are you? Me? I'm not fine thank you because…

I would like to report about my handball game Dec 6 Sun. The game was held in Matsubase and we had 2 games the day. Before the game, we practiced as hard as we could. But we lost both games and the contents was not good I thought. Only , there was a good thing. I scored !To after a long time.

Finally we couldn't win in this year. I cried because I couldn't contribution for our team.

After the game when we came back P.U.K, in senior's(OB) car I was said almost everything by senior. In Japanese it's cold "DAMEDASHI" . The senior is a man and he was a member of boy's handball .

For example, "You should contact strictly more! ", "Your team is cozy, isn't it ?" , "You must steady!", "You must grasp other member's think!" , "Today's game was worst."…　and so on. I was deeeeeeeeply depressed. It's very difficult to express in English for me . After that, we went dinner and …I was said again!!!!!!!!!!! "What do you want?", "Your practice is not good, you should…", "You should practice more harder.", "Your defence ability is only 2 percent.".

And the wards made me cried.

"You are disqualification as a captain."

I finally couldn't patient and burst into cried.

Now, I always think about that.

HANDBALL IS DANGEROUS

Hello my friends!
Recently, I feel that I play handball as enjoying a little. I am not sure but…it's good thing. So I just appreciate it.
Every time I practice,I get spot same place.Usually I got sprained fingers.Often I sprained my ankle. I already sprained my left ankle about 10times. So every time I practice,I wearing strong supporter. By the way the supporter was 8000yen. Playing sports is not gentle my wallet.
Last time, I got a big spot. And it swelled. The defense's knee hit my thigh. It swelled, too. I am sometimes afraid of hurting by other players. So I can't play well. Does anyone have same experience? It's not known but handball is very violently and dangerous sports. I am pushed, pulled,stroked and so on. Can you imagine?

First time I played handball, I couldn't hit defence players. Because…it's very fear.
Do you think so, too? But now, I can hit defence better than first time. Think of many things about handball, I play better little by little. It's not enough but I progressed.

Any way, now I have to manage before my eyes, and I have to concentrate that things.
The last game in this year is just around the corner. I'll write about the game next my blog.
Bye!


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