THE COACHING AND LEADERSHIP

Hello, everyone. The most hard event coming soon…yes, that's examinations! So,I don't have club activities and…I don't have contents about writing my blog^^

I have thought what to write my blog…I came up with "coaching" and "leadership". Do you know coaching or leader ship? I express it plainly it's " how to teach well" or "how to manage people(man or staff)" It's simple but very difficult and deep. My major administration and I study about coaching and leadership by class of "Jintekishigenron". Maybe…it's about Organization Behavior. It's not easy but very useful doing captain and I decided to do it management as a captain. But the class is a little difficult so I couldn't understood everything about coaching leadership. So I read the textbook again for myself and for our team.

Depends on the text book good leader is like this
1.The supervisor whom general, is tolerant
2.leave work on the faith of a subordinate
3. treat a subordinate equally
and so on.
These contents are difficult even Japanese. So it's hard for me to explaining in English!
This is my last blog…maybe.
Thank you for reading my terrible blog. I'm very happy to get nice comment . Thank you very much.
See you again ^^

RESTART

Hello! Thank you for your last comments. I was cheered of your comments.
Yesterday, I talked about my feelings to former captain. My feelings got better. I saw that team captain is very hard but can't get anything...perhaps I can get something good at last. Captain is a very difficult position. It's hard, difficult, chore,worry...etc. Former captain said these things. I could understood them well. Captain can't ask. Captain making a effort in the background. When I was a high school student, I was captain, too. Then I did my best, other teammates tried to do their best. But now, if I try my best other teammates don't follow me. That is to say I have to change how to make other teammate's drive raise.

The work of captain is very wide. I always think about how to get better our team.
It's quite hard and heavy for me. But now is a my stand firm time I think.
It's restart to change the way of captain.
We decided that entry the league match in spring. So we got a new aim. After examination we have to practice seriously.

EACH OTHER'S MIND

Hello. Did you enjoy your own winter vacation? Me? I enjoyed it very much! It was so wonderful time…
By the way, about handball. During the winter vacation, I couldn't join practice. Because I was in Nagoya, Aichi for homecoming.

Recently I can't understand my teammates mind. At the meeting, every player said "I want to win!" But a few days ago, one of my teammates said to me that "I want to enjoy playing handball best." I couldn't believe my ears. In my mind "What?", "Why didn't you say so?"many thought came up and fade out. I was very confused by her words. Immediately we held a meeting. And we talked about 1,5hour. Finally we reconciled. But I was still confused.
I lost vector about handball.I don't know what to do from now on. I wanted to quit the position of my team captain.
So I said last captain. She said "I don' wanna force and let you have your own way. "
I still worrying and thinking. Some of my teammates said "I don't want to quit captain!" but some of my school friends said "Why only you ache?"
I worry more.

I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP

Hi,my friends. Last blog I wrote about gene contents and my feelings and so on. This time I'll write about after that.

Last Tuesday our team(P.U.k girls handball team)held meeting. The meeting contents was
1.individual reflection,own good point(through the games)
2.say something that what they think
3.what should we do for next game?
We talked each other about 2 hours. To tell the truth, I hate meeting because I'm afraid of saying compliments for me.
But we could have nice meeting. I could know what teammates thinking, and I could say that I have thought as a captain. Each thought well. So,I was happy. And I was said by teammates "I don't want to drop into deep though." I became happy to hear that. we have many problems but we decided that we always do our best. For example, don't do lateness, more loud voice, make aim, etc…
We are not powerful team but we try our best. Someday we'll win.

Please watch this movie and you'll understand how handball is dangerous.

THE GAME WAS…

Hello! How are you? Me? I'm not fine thank you because…

I would like to report about my handball game Dec 6 Sun. The game was held in Matsubase and we had 2 games the day. Before the game, we practiced as hard as we could. But we lost both games and the contents was not good I thought. Only , there was a good thing. I scored !To after a long time.

Finally we couldn't win in this year. I cried because I couldn't contribution for our team.

After the game when we came back P.U.K, in senior's(OB) car I was said almost everything by senior. In Japanese it's cold "DAMEDASHI" . The senior is a man and he was a member of boy's handball .

For example, "You should contact strictly more! ", "Your team is cozy, isn't it ?" , "You must steady!", "You must grasp other member's think!" , "Today's game was worst."…　and so on. I was deeeeeeeeply depressed. It's very difficult to express in English for me . After that, we went dinner and …I was said again!!!!!!!!!!! "What do you want?", "Your practice is not good, you should…", "You should practice more harder.", "Your defence ability is only 2 percent.".

And the wards made me cried.

"You are disqualification as a captain."

I finally couldn't patient and burst into cried.

Now, I always think about that.

HANDBALL IS DANGEROUS

Hello my friends!
Recently, I feel that I play handball as enjoying a little. I am not sure but…it's good thing. So I just appreciate it.
Every time I practice,I get spot same place.Usually I got sprained fingers.Often I sprained my ankle. I already sprained my left ankle about 10times. So every time I practice,I wearing strong supporter. By the way the supporter was 8000yen. Playing sports is not gentle my wallet.
Last time, I got a big spot. And it swelled. The defense's knee hit my thigh. It swelled, too. I am sometimes afraid of hurting by other players. So I can't play well. Does anyone have same experience? It's not known but handball is very violently and dangerous sports. I am pushed, pulled,stroked and so on. Can you imagine?

First time I played handball, I couldn't hit defence players. Because…it's very fear.
Do you think so, too? But now, I can hit defence better than first time. Think of many things about handball, I play better little by little. It's not enough but I progressed.

Any way, now I have to manage before my eyes, and I have to concentrate that things.
The last game in this year is just around the corner. I'll write about the game next my blog.
Bye!


Today's BGM -TOUKYOU INCIDENT-ACTIVE 3 MINUTES

TOO THINK TO ENJOY

Hello, everyone. This time I want to write about the reason that why I started handball.

This question is often asked by my friends. First time I played handball was at J.H.S. and I was about…14 years old. The first impression is "Fun!". And I decided that I'll join handball club at high School . But the high school I entered had women's handball team. So I gave up, and joined rowing club.Shortly after that I decided that I join a rowing club at university. 3 years later, I entered P.U.K.. But this time, P.U.K. had no rowing club. After considering I decided joining handball club. But it was bi ginning of trouble. First, there was only 1 woman player except me. Second, "handball team"meant "boy's handball team". That is to say, there was no women's handball team!! Third, because of 2 reasons, I couldn't practice handball enough. Even boy's handball was poor and the worst minor team they are!! This matter trouble me very much.



After that, I gathered 8 people(except freshman) made a team, try to make a women's handball team! And now, continue these things. It is very hard and stressful for me.

And I noticed. To Enjoy seems easy but it's difficult thing.

On December 6, I have a last game in this year. I want to win but…
I got new type influenza. So I just recovered from sickness and I can't move enough.There is no time. I feel that I always have no time.